things are better at work im still at pacific and its not totally suck-o the whole time! e sean and i have found some middle ground and arnt really having the same problems anymore! Ive taken a very zen stance on the matter! i cant change e- sean and the job is what it is! so im work and do what im supposed to! most of the time lavana gives me something to do and but mostly i help customers and clean the store! and fill shirts! damn i hate that! but lavana and e sean have stated that im the best worker in there and so im getting a rise! plus there are whispers of a bonus! damn i hope so! that would be sweet! plus there has been some trouble with dean the 50 year old bald dude! he wanted to pick a fight and when i gave it to him he clocked out and left! then he got an ear full! and now he claims to be sick! has been for like 5 days! and the owner is pissed! boy howdy! hehheh just had to say that! theyve hired like 5 other people since dean! AJ, Amber, Katie, David, and Joanna! w/e!

im trying to decide if i wanna get a DVR for my room! and then just raise my rent to cover the difference or wat! the DVR costs like 100$ for just the box and the hook up plus 10$ extra a month on the bill! so im not sure if i really want to or if i should just save the money for a car! i really really wanna do it tho! im on netflix and now i have all of the max ride books in hard back from a book club online! hehheh! plus i get entertainment weekly and Smithsonian mags! and im broke til Friday b/c of it! hehheh but whatever! <just the netflix, the bookclub, and the EW mag are this week>

i heard from Richard about 2 weeks ago he is doing well! and is ok! but im gonna kick my mothers ass if i ever get the chance!!! son of a pickled monkey's ass!

im really tried and have to work in less then 12 hours! im gonna be working a lot, so my updates will be less then before but im alive and working

talk later
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